tisdag 13 april 2010

What are my reasons?

So, I set a goal and made a plan, so what are my reasons, motivations to do this?
Maybe I am nuts, maybe I just had a day of bad judgement?

I like a challenge, I also like to apply what I do and find during my curious investigations.

Now, I know I got a good system behind me, not just one but two such systems, but then those are part of the reason, there is more,
I also wanted to loose weight, as I gained a lot since I fell ill, I thought this be a good thing to do also, then I wanted to find out how far I could take this RBIm technology in conjuction with the symple swing.

This dont tell the whole story, I also always wanted to play the game of golf as it was meant to be played, as scratch, play the golf course on par or better, as it is designed to do.

Just beacuse I never could play, dosnt mean I cant learn to play it.

Now, I did read a swedish editor writing about the age people have entering the golf tour qualifications, beliving they can play golf at their age is so fruitful and will never be done.
Some people are never satisfied playing out there, and watching the nr1 player in the world cant put the ball on a fairway and that screams and shouts how he suck, I mean he is a good rolemodel, right?
His wife was having birth and the few days before that he slept with a porn star or a model, well he got laid,
now, I asked myself, cool dude, why not ask your wife for a handjob or a blow job or even do it yourself?
No, he went out and fucked another girl, why? beacuse he bought the myth of himself, taking things as life for granted?
I guess his dad is turning in his grave.

Now, being a role model for young people, dosnt mean we shall be perfect, nor that we can be perfect, but when we are a role-model, we then have a responsability to upheld a standard, if he wasnt married and had kids, I wouldnt lift an eyebrow to his behaviour, he can fuck anyone he wants.

Now, I aint nor anything perfect, I just upheld my own standard in the way I teach and educate people about stuff I gained over the years.

So, some of my reasons is to, ok how good can I be, applying this swing and the skills and knowledge I have about the brain and body, and I can do that with other people but how would I use this for myself?

That is my challenge, I wanted to know as I am curious, how good can I be?

I knew I had a good system of golf, I also knew I had a technology that rocks in how the brain does things, and as I used that for PC gaming of BF2 I wanted to find out what would happen if I used this on my golf game.

So, I set goals that was high even impossible.
Now, I do that as I know when we set our mind to things, we can move mountains.
But we need a good plan, a practice layout a feedback loop of measuring our progress, as many seldom do that and if they do they measure things wrong.

So, I knew first,

I need to re-work my golf technique, it has to be as good as it can be, so I can drop the attention to that and just play.
Now, I had a plan and a practice set out, and I found an idea out there I thought, geee, that sounds nice, lets try that on this.

Now, maybe I wouldnt have found it, if I never set the goal, and even if I did, maybe I never realized its potential for sports and skill enhancements?
So, that is another reason, to find out how things works for me and I also find new things when I do this as it helps me further enhance my knowledge and skills about the brain.

I also shared this goal and people obviously tells me, I suck, it cant be done, I need to become realistic.

Now, I dont care if I succeed or not, I dont do this for such reasons, I do this to learn more about how stuff works.
Its fun for me, its not that fun doing everything with this obviosuly, I am so tired sometimes, and I dont want to work out, and I dont want to do things.
My body holds me back and I need to listen to it, I cant just run agaisnt it, I must rest more, work out less but I do it to the limit, and then back down a little.
I knew the phsycial bit would be the worst for me, skills, technical advancement is easy but getting the body to get in such a shape I knew would be the real challenge.

So, I set a goal for my weight, I exluded candy, sugar, carbos as rise, potato and such to first of June.
I lost around 7 pounds as far.
23 pounds to go.

As I did my 2 weeks smart practice with the my swing technique, I suddenly got a breaktrough there, I arrived at a higher level of understanding and suddenly knew, its basically done.
For me, that was a suprise, it was much faster than my early calculations and this has grown even faster and better than I expected.

Now, that is also reasons for doing things as you find new things you never would have found elsewhere, its a new experience, and I continue doing this.

I also write this to show my progress, thinking and a lot of other things as its a way to document what I do.

I am 46 years old, I am trying to get scratch golf down in 3 months and currently at a 9 handicap.

So, what did you wake up to do today?


/Robert Johansson
soon tour pro